"wow tash. The new pics really make you look like a star. Sexy too. You just keep rising up that ladder my friend. soon they'll give you two or three lines in a play..."
My best friend ladies and gentlemen.

Now is the Winter of Our Discontent

Author: Shexpeare /

I woke up this morning and it had snowed like crazy. Apparently it is the winter of my discontent. It sorta amazes me. The princess appeared, and my castle crasher buddies turned against me. Its two vs. one and I'm drowning.

underworld, underworld! la la la la la la UNDERWORLD!

Author: Shexpeare /

We had a pretty long saturday rehearsal, and Bugg brought us lunch. How awesome is he?! I hung out with Jen and Hye Soo last night.... that is when I realized it has been a long time since the Who Ha sisters had sometime together. I haven't been with the two of them in the same place for a long time. It was really great.
Cathy has a temporary phone. Thank God... seriously. Thank you God! :) It made me so happy to hear from her yesterday. Not to mention that she is my biggest fan, and when I feel like my acting is drowning, she always knows how to make me feel better.
I have wonderful images of Hye Soo and I walking through wal-mart doing Shakespeare. Hahaha. "Who would have thought the turkey to have so much blood in him!" Ahhh yessssss.
I had a really crappy emo week. But the weekend started very nicely.
I must Commit Fully. Like Peter on Heroes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Right suki?
I love Jenny Whipple My Puppy.
Rhett Guter is good company.
The Seagull is going to be freakin' sweet. The costumes are amazing. Way to be Wendy! (My Hero!)
I am excited for the new Underworld movie. I mean, who knows if I'll love it as much, but you can see that I'm very happy I'm seeing it TONIGHT! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll probably try to watch the other two sometime today. YAY!!!!!!!!! I have enjoyed the vampires in underworld many a time. Ooooo the joy!

Watch Me.

Author: Shexpeare /

"Wow, this movie is making me... you know.. .feel stuff and crap."
Watch It Now. Go on... Go on!

You sure she wasn't mexican?

Author: Shexpeare /

Me: Did you know the yellow power ranger died?
Joe: Oh yeah, I taught the red power ranger the gospel on my mission. He wasn't interested. But yeah, he said she died. The asian one right?
Ellesse: Wasn't she mexican.

....You are an idiot. Yup. You are right. She was black!!! I dunno man, all I know is that she was foreign and probably a terrorist.
*Looks Up Picture*
Me:... Yeah. You are an idiot.

For My Sanity.

Author: Shexpeare /

Closer Photos.
"The people in the photos are sad and alone, but the pictures make the world seem beautiful. So, the exhibition is reassuring, which makes it a lie. And everyone loves a big fat lie."

Closer is AWESOME. My favorite play. Seriously. And rehearsals are grand. I had a very good weekend. Closer pictures turned out wonderfully- Thank you Kaitlin's mom. It was great, probably because of the good company.
Lately I've been faced with situations that I've never been in before. My mind and heart are boggled. I don't know how to deal.

One of the funniest things that has happened to me lately, is acting out CLOSER with Lord of the Rings figures in Elle's attic. Oh wow. We've come to the conclusion that we all know the play so well that we can have everyday conversations using only lines from the play. Such as :
"I'm not hungry." ... "You slept with him didn't you." hahahaha Okay- well sorta. That isn't the greatest example, but the funniest. I like some responses. "Hey, did you give Alex the last pancake?" .... " I didn't give him anything." ... and the best response. "You're lying, I've been you."
Cathy's phone is broken. TheWorst.
There were several times this weekend when I made myself really vunerable to several different people. Everytime I did it, it turned out sorta horribly. That makes me miss Cathy. I was always honest with her, and she valued me despite my faults and vunerability.

Notes on a Scandal

Author: Shexpeare /

This movie made me feel sick. It was honestly amazing. The acting was perfect. Wow. I mean WOW Judi. Wow Cate. Can I have a hug?
Anyway, it didn't make me sick for the reasons you are thinking. Oh no. Judi Dench. She made me sick. I seriously need to reevaluate my life. 

London Bed Time Stories Appear Before My Eyes As If From Thin Air

Author: Shexpeare /

And I quote... "I can't decide if I like the movie "Closer" or not. I think I might like it..... I don't know. I need to see it again I think."  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Closer rehearsal= Happiest thing that has happened to me since my zombie survival book. *Sigh* It was all that I could ask for, and maybe more. The space. Beautiful. Intimate. I sat there looking around me, and I just couldn't believe that it was happening. It is finally happening. Awesome. Elle has great music in mind. Meggan is a freaking great director. It was a wonderfully safe work space, very collaborative. I don't think I've ever been to a rehearsal quite like it. Mmmm, I felt like I was creating something of value. Art. And everyone in the cast is doing really well. It is already in a very good place. The cast makes me feel the need to step it up. They are just on a higher level and I want to be better.
I just feel like Alice is coming along really nicely. I felt her in me. In a way I never have before. I think that she will appear more and more in the next few weeks. It just made me so happy. Y.A.Y.
Also, conversations like last night remind me of why I love that smelly girl so much.
Alex and I have a really great scene. I mean, one we didn't even know about. The first scene was SO much fun. It came so naturally. Something I've noticed about Patrick Marber- occasionally there are beat changes that must be memorized the painful way- but for the most part the responses are very in tune with the character and the actor. It is so easy. And I thought that first scene was very "blah!" Turns out its ridiculously cute, and SOOO happy and fun.
Acting makes me happy. Who knew? Yeah. You did I bet.

castle crashers is doomed

Author: Shexpeare /

At first, just the saved games were gone. Now it got deleted, and now it isn't working at all. Oh man. Shot down in the prime of life.

Poor little guys.

I'm a little obsessed with imdb.com

It is the best.
I don't feel very happy lately. I feel like when I laugh, or smile, it is a HUGE relief from what I'm usually feeling. Ugh. I just feel like crap. I'm stressed. I don't even know exactly why I'm feeling this way. I mean, I could dump it on a billion things, but when it comes down to it... It just is. There. The crappy feeling. Its just there.
Crap. Crap. Crap. Laughter. Yay..... Crap. Crap. Crap.

"I don't want to lie, and I can't tell the truth, so it's over."

Author: Shexpeare /

Sweet. Apparently by the end of the semester I'll know what art is. Or at least, I'll have my own definition of what is art, and what isn't. Haha. That will be nice I suppose.
My brain is exploding. I feel a little overwhelmed by everything I'm doing, but it is all things I WANT to be doing, so that's good. I'm memorizing a lot, and its making my nose bleed. Hehhehe.
I miss Cathy. I always look around, to see if she is laughing at my jokes. Which.. well... even if she was here, she probably wouldn't be, because they aren't funny. :)
Closer reminds me of... how I feel like I can't get any closer. "We are not allowed to touch." And the one person I feel truly close to is an estimated 300 Grace Kelly's away. "Does it hurt?".."I'll live."
"The people in the photos are sad and alone but the pictures make the world seem beautiful. So, the exhibition is reassuring, which makes it a lie. And everyone loves a Big Fat Lie"

You are pushing a little too hard.

The Best New Years Goal I've Ever Heard.

Author: Shexpeare /

Cathy and I have a mutual New Years Goal. She thought of it, and I think it is quite neat.

Increase the frequency of when we get hyper.
Life needs to look more like this, FAR more often: