Totally Stuck! (It is better than covering your mouth.)

Author: Shexpeare /

We were sitting quietly in the lobby of the hostel. New York was so much fun... but I was a feeling down because unbelievably ridiculous things were happening all around me. Like idiotic people sending awesome people home. (I'm going to get shot aren't I?) 

Anyway, I was listening to my ipod. Payden and Catherine were also invested in their music.
Our eyes shifted, we glanced at one another, and then it began.

It took us a while to get all three ipod synced to the exact same moment of music. But when we finally mouthed "There's a moment you know..." together, it was worth it.
We ran outside the hostel, and danced in the streets to the same moment... "Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah!!! Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!"

Excuse me.

Blah Blah Beep Blah F*** Blah Beep Blah.

I love the sound of watermelon ripping apart. Its so yummy.

Cathy picked a really good one. 

Desperate Housewives

Author: Shexpeare /



I forgot to mention how much I love this show.

I thought it was just a stupid skank fest... then I watched it... and it was... an awesome skank fest. Ahahah, okay, kidding kidding. But sort of ... not kidding.
Anyway, it is just so happy! I love them so much. It is the most dramatic soap operaish show without being a soap opera. And its addicting, and the acting is awesome. Aww Felicity Huffman. *Sigh*
Anyway, I love bri, and well, I love them all.
If you haven't seen this show, you ought to give it a chance. It wasn't at all what I expected. 
Also, I want a husband like Tom. :) Awww. Okay, maybe I watch too much TV. Nah. Its awesome.

E-M-E-T-I-B... Now spell that backwards.

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There was a time in junior high, when I started watching Alias and I LOVED IT! But then it started showing on a different day, and I didn't really watch it anymore. But now Cathy and I are watching it again and it is SO GOOD. I just love Sydney Bristow, what a cool chicka!!! 

But tell me, you must also think this action figure looks... well, like a monkey, and not like jennifer garner. Its amazing how BAD it looks. HAHAHA, I want an action figure of myself, but I'm afraid of how it will look. If you can't tell, clicky. It really is bad.

Alright. And if the awesomeness of Jennifer Garner is not enough to get you to watch Alias... lemme tell ya... there are three RIDICULOUSLY attractive men!!!



Improv.

Author: Shexpeare /

Also, improv... is... the ultimate play pretend. I have so much fun doing it. It is quite addicting. I can't wait to do it more. Its one of those things... that I don't really know how to get better at. Just, keep doing it I guess.

Being onstage is amazing though. I mean, in the audience.. my very first time there I said to myself "I've GOT to try that."
And now I'm doing it.
Its really happy.

Remember how I was talking about the sixth grade play? Well I just walked out to the adams to see the elementary school shakespeare showcase... they were doing the tempest. When Miranda walked out I almost cried. SO CUTE. Yeah, adorable. I love kids. And ... awww... time flies....

I miss being a kid.

Batman Adventures

Author: Shexpeare /



Hye Soo and I had a little bit o' trouble when trying to get batman tickets. They were sold out. We had thought to ourselves, several times, "Hey, we should get tickets." But no. We were stupid and waited. Luckily, our good buddy Bodily happened to be there when they opened another theater, so we got tickets! YAY!!!!

I got out my Batman mask, my toys, my pez, we watched the first movie. (I love Christian Bale by the way, what a beautiful and talented man.)
I was so excited. And well, I found out, it IS the perfect movie.
The perfect superhero movie. And Heath Ledger is A GENIUS. He deserves an oscar. He was so real. It made me a little ill. I can't even imagine HOW... well, I just aspire to be like him. Not Joker I mean, that would be sick! :) Ledger. Brilliant.
I just loved it so much.

Forgive Me Keanu, For I Have Sinned.

Author: Shexpeare /

I miss the boys! I write them, and I feel like I talk to them pretty often, though it be illegally.

But, it isn't the same. No one prays to Keanu, sings about Pandas, and is possessed by David Bailey.
What has my life come to?
Well, its good, distance makes you realize who you really love and miss. But I already knew that, I moved, and missed them. 
So basically, I haven't met anyone who can make me laugh like the boys.
All this came up because the other day... I was laughing a lot, and I realized I hadn't laughed that hard in a long time. Not that I'm unhappy, I'm just boring. :) Heheh
Okay, I'm at work, and this man just called. I was on the phone with him, for a really long time. He was really picky, and mean. And HE INSULTED MY ACTING. How? I don't know. He hasn't seen me act, just... at the end of the phone call he asked me if I went to school there, and if I was a theatre major. I said yes.
Then he told me that I didn't speak with enough detail in my sentences, so I must be a bad actress.
What the hell? Because I didn't read the seat numbers until you asked? Die old man. Die.
Hahah.
Okay, I am really excited for school. Audition prep, acting, shakespeare, stage combat. Sounds fun? I know. I know. 

Sixth Grade Full Circle

Author: Shexpeare /

So, I had the greatest experience just barely. I don't know why I call it an "experience" but thats because it felt... really happy.

So I'm working at the USF box office, and these people come to will call, and I look at their  drivers license to make sure they ... you know, aren't stealing tickets. Hhahaha, anyway, the drivers license picture- my sixth grade teacher. I look up, and surely enough, there she is. She looks so different that I probably would have never noticed if I hadn't looked at an old drivers license.
Anyway, it left me ... really happy. I mean, I liked her, and I certainly LOVED sixth grade. Hey, and she remembered me. 
But the greatest part. Everything has come full circle. 
Here I am, working at a shakespeare festival, a theatre major and totally and completely in love with Shakespeare.... and the sixth grade play was The Tempest... and she cast me as Miranda.
Full circle.
Beautiful.
I need to go hug her.

Je T'aime

Author: Shexpeare /

Its like a flash back.

I feel sixteen again. And helpless.
Why? I just don't get why I should care. Why can't I care in a normal way.
I guess that is part of what makes me unique. But I sure don't like it.
UGGGGGHHH.

Commit Fully!! AHHHH!!!

Author: Shexpeare /

Ever watched heroes? Well it doesn't matter, this is in plenty of movies and tv shows.

On Heroes though, Peter has a vision/dream about blowing up New York City, and well... he sits up in bed and screams like crazy. (he sure did commit fully)
I never believed... that people having a nightmare could sit up and scream. I had surely never done it. And, I just... didn't think people did that.
Well, this morning, I sat up and screamed.
Yup, I was having a nightmare about a spider.... and the moment it jumped towards my throat to kill me, it was big by the way, I woke up in the sitting position and I was screaming.
It was absolutely INTENSE and I've never felt like that before.
Well anyway...
it happens...
I think it just happened to me finally because I'm committing fully.