Already lost the example.... darn.

Author: Shexpeare /

Using some charts about height and weight, I have officially declared myself overweight. So, I'm going to stop being overweight. You have to admit, in the last three months I have gained a lot of weight. I'm sick of being fat. I have to be an action figure someday. I need to be in a cool movie with Sousa and Jenesse where I kick their butt and there is a boxset of me. So yeah..... If I can give up Dr. Pepper, I can do anything! WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll keep you updated or something.

In other news, Christmas was a mild success. LOL. After all the stress of getting peoples presents, I think it pulled off quite nicely. So MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS or something to that effect. Or as payday would say, Merry Bitchmas.

So deep you don't even bleed.

Author: Shexpeare /

How did I get here? How the hell did I get here?
Before it was so simple.
No, that is a lie. It was never simple. In words it seems simple, but if it were as simple as it sounded, anyone could do it. I think I'm numb. My feet are cold.
I make it hard for myself I suppose.
I'm twisted inside. Everything feels wrong.
I could die right now. And I think I would be okay with that. I wouldn't have to make mistakes, or choices. Everything looks perfect from far away. I should be saying goodbye.
I'll sing it one last time for you. And then we really have to go.
I have felt this before. This goodbye. This hurt. It still hurts to think about it. But I lived.
You lived. We all did okay. Going through it, I never think I will though. I'm rambling. I wish I could tell you what has happened. I wish you knew me. Who am I? Where do I hide? Why do I feel that in my chest? Do I feel guilty? Do I feel hurt.... for the right reasons?
I'm really really hurting someone I love. Someone I love SO so much. And I am hurting them in unimaginable ways.
I should say goodbye.
Goodbye love. Goodbye love. Came to say goodbye love. Goodbye. Just came to say goodbye love. Goodbye love. Goodbye love.
They dare me to move.
But which way should I go? I can't- say goodbye I mean.
NO.
I can NEVER TAKE IT BACK. IT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE! FOREVER. NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY TO FORGET. Never take it back.... stained forever.