Author: Shexpeare /

Nina says that I need to take a break from life and sleep. The funny thing about that comment is... I have been sleeping. If my homework is done and I'm at home, I sleep.
I sleep.
I sleep during seminary and astronomy.
I sleep during history and english.
I sleep after school.
When I'm done with my homework, I sleep.
For hours and hours at a time.
And still somehow I find the lack of energy, that I must sleep at night as well.
And I'm still tired.
You know that feeling when you've slept in, and you just feel GROSS. I don't get that. I always need sleep these days. I'm... like a baby or a ...shmoo or something. (LOL) Anyhoos, I myself don't get it. I'm still just under the belief that life, just makes me tired.

Note: I just came out of a four hour deep nap. And I don't feel groggy at all. ISN'T THERE SOMETHING WRONG HERE?!

My Name

Author: Shexpeare /

My name is like warm fresh paper out of the printer. It is how funny you look when trying to avoid stepping on worms after a rain storm. That moment, when you've turned off the car, the wind is no longer blowing through your hair and the blasting music has stopped. It's that moment.
That silence.
That is my name. It's sister missionaries and chinese food. Anatasha. The name you remember when you need to be young and..the name you forget right before your head goes through the windshield.

life makes me tired

Author: Shexpeare /

Like just makes me tired.

my glass

Author: Shexpeare /

The glass is half full.
The glass if half empty.
The glass is overflowing.
The glass is broken.

Note: I totally meant to put an F there because today we were looking at un..tampered... shakespeare and s and f are the same. SCREW YOU! ::breaks down:: Okay I didn't mean to leave me alone.

So.... school?

Author: Shexpeare /

School... is cool.
School... is.... cool....
I.. was going to make a cool.. (hehehe cool as in SCHOOL) poem. But that lost my intrest very fast... so.. Instead i'm just going to tell you. I like school.
Not homework. Homework is gay.
But school itself, is very cool.


Author: Shexpeare /

We finally found the fro-yo hippo. Luckily, a few days before school started (yuck yuck yuck YUCK!)
But.. we thought we would find it in a claw machine, or at wal-mart. PSSSHH! Why didn't we listen to the chickens clue. He gave it to us. The clue: Biscuit. Where else do you get a biscuit but someplace you eat... like... IHOP!

We found the fro-yo hippo... at ihop. He is beautiful, and we are making him a green tutu. And he likes to chill in kristis car.

Bobby, he is a great hippo dude. A wonderful fat-nastic hippo. Me and kristis adventure for the fro-yo hippo is over, but it was totally awesome, and... the results are terrific.
Actually I lied, its not COMPLETELY over until we make him a green tutu. But its still basically over. It was good bobby!!! I LUFF YOU!


Author: Shexpeare /

I think it is very possible that I'm just not happy.

Or sugarloaf.

School. Stupid.
Friends. Stupid (no offense to anyone in particular)
Friend's friends. Very stupid.
Plans. Stupid.
Itch. Stupid.
Siblings. Stupid.
Young Women Activity that is in a half hour. Stupid.
Lack of acting ability. Stupid.
Dirty room. Stupid.


School. Smart.
Friends. Smart.
Friend's friends. Still stupid.
Best friend. Smart.
Slinky. Smart.
Theatre. Smart.
Chocolate. Smart.
Clean room. Smart.
Acting ability. Smart.
Cute boys. Occasionally smart.

Or maybe I'm just looking at the stupid glass wrong.
No it is not half empty.
It is merely overflowing with BOILING WATER THAT IS BURNING ME!!! AHHH!


It is half full.


Author: Shexpeare /

Alright, I'm done. No swearing, no stealing, no pushyness and crap. I'm done. :) And if I do, hit me.

one quick cut

Author: Shexpeare /

I had some realizations without realizing it.

I can't really tell you what they are. Some are good, and some are bad. But the ones that SEEM good might be bad, and the bad ones might be good...or sugarloaf. It is good for the moment, but bad for the future. Once I'm over it, I'm sure it won't matter as much, but going through it is a different story. That is going to suck. Like a poo monkey it will suck.
I get attached. And to sever those ties..well it leaves discord everywhere. I'd also like to think that some ties need to be severed for us to grow. I'm not ready to grow up, and I'm not ready to face the world. It has become extremely close. Before I couldn't imagine replacements. Now I can imagine them, I just don't want them.
On the good side, I know it is worth it. The good times surely over power the bad. And why do certain misunderstandings matter anyway?

On another note:
I like the you when you're around me. I hope you do too.


Author: Shexpeare /

Main Entry: 1 play
Pronunciation: 'plA
Function: noun
1 a : SWORDPLAY b archaic : GAME, SPORT c : the conduct, course, or action of a game d : a particular act or maneuver in a gaNme: as (1) : the action during an attempt to advance the ball in football (2) : the action in which a player is put out in baseball e : the action in which cards are played after bidding in a card game f : the moving of a piece in a board game (as chess) g : one's turn in a game 3 a : recreational activity; especially : the spontaneous activity of children b : absence of serious or harmful intent : JEST c : the act or an instance of playing on words or speech sounds d : GAMING,GAMBLING
4 a (1) : an act, way, or manner of proceeding : MANEUVER (2) : DEAL, ADVENTURE b (1) : OPERATION, ACTIVITY
1 a : to engage in sport or recreation : FROLIC to amuse oneself : make merry2 : to play and run about happily : TRIFLE (2) : to toy or fiddle around with something (3) : to deal or behave frivolously or mockingly : JEST 2 a : to take advantage b (1) : FLUTTER, FRISK(2) : to move or operate in a lively, irregular, or intermittent manner c : to move or function freely within prescribed limits d : to produce a stream 3 a (1) : to perform music
(1) : to act in a dramatic production (2) : SHOW, RUN c : to be suitable for dramatic performance

I dare you to play.

Click the links, most of them are entertaining.


Author: Shexpeare /

Celeste is impressive. That is the only word for it. Impressive.
So if I can convince her to somehow take time out of her busy life, and teach a workshop (Playshop,hah hah Holly) to the Thespians at our school...

Well, from that point on I'm convinced the workshops will be a success cuz, well, she's a really good teacher. And if the first one is good, they always come back. ::nods::
So if I can get her, that will be, just like celeste, very impressive.


Author: Shexpeare /

We cut a pinnapple on shmoo's roof. It was all, MUCHY size and stuff.
That jr. chessing-cheese...chebaco....bacon... cheeseburger. Jr. sized.

Anyhoos, life is good. No one reads the blog anymore. Losers.

Presidency is all exciting me now. Kristi is like, da coolest president man. She is gonna be amazing, and everyone else is thug too.

My room is haunted. My slinky and the balls went FLYING RANDOMLY and shmoo swears she didnt touch them.

My mouth is all cut up because of the stupid FRUIT. AHHHH MY TONGUE IT HURTS! We also fed the ducks, and Jenesse is a very good get away driver, even though people were mad.

We hung out with Nicia today too, that was fun. YAY!

Well, I have nothing to write. I'm not in an amused mood at all. Just. BLAH.
Blah is the only way to describe it. So Blar in your general directions, blar smeared all over you!

It looks as if...

Author: Shexpeare /

It looks as if Thespian Presidency will be a success this year. I'm really really excited. You don't understand the excitement.

It also looks as if.... school is kinda soon. DUH! It would be soon. I don't want school NOOO GO AWAY!

BUSTING OUT THE LOGS! Oh yeah dex, I mean dude, What is your SIGN! HIGH FIVE!

Going to the dump is a extremely fun thing I've done. It isn't packaged fun of course, but when you are with the right people and bugs try to take your essence, well then its just fun.

Unpackaged fun is the best kind of fun I've decided. GO ADVENTURES!

Gorillas and Jobs

Author: Shexpeare /

I need to get a job. OH YEAH!

I need to clean my room.

I need to get ready for school.

I need to wash the dishes.

I need to know why gorillas are so ugly. And why the heck do some people think monkeys are SO EFFING CUTE.

I need to play pool.

I need to take a shower.

It needs to not be so hot.

I need to be a scared black man.

See most of you guys on tuesday...... GO THESPIAN PRESIDENCY TRAINING!! I'm really excited, and scared. I hope everything works out. I hope everything.. works.

just like me

Author: Shexpeare /

My earlier post about being just like you....

Well now I know.
I can be just like me.

So thank you. You don't know that you told me.. You told me I could be just like me. But you didn't say it, you showed it. So thank you.


Author: Shexpeare /

I saw Cathy yesterday! YAY! I know I've seen her randomly over the summer, but I haven't really hung out with her much... and we kind of played for a while yesterday. I miss that girl...

Macey's plays really weird music in the middle of the night. Who just plays Chevelle at a Macey's..... I mean really? MACEY'S. I don't know what I expected.... elevator music?

I'm going to go see Taming of the Shrew at the Hale tonight. Celeste is playing Kate. She is going to be great, I'm really excited to see her. Isn't she the best shmoo? And kristi? Yeah. She is SO thug. :) GEE! I'm so excited! :) HEHE!!!!!!!

Lyrics that hit the bone lately:
"They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell"

"And is this what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever "

"I lie for only you. And I lie well. Halleluh. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground." (That one is for you brittany! tee hee! :))

"And I'd be your memory"

"You will never understand the joy you bring with you and how much the little things matter"

Yes. Lyrics. Blah.

Anyhoos, I have this dear friend. Who bought Shamae flowers. Do you even UNDERSTAND HOW EFFING COOL SHE IS?


Author: Shexpeare /

We were frolicking in the fountain, having a jolly good time.


Oh good times.

P.S. It belonged to a guy who was letting it swim there and watching it.. What a dork. Anyhoos.

Feeding Ducks

Author: Shexpeare /

That is what I want to do right now. I want to feed the ducks. Something is missing. Something in my life has decided that it has the right to a vacation every once in a while and it has left me in a mess. Whatever that something is... well it needs to come back. I think I'll find it if I feed the ducks. ::nods:: Yeah, that is where it is. It must be feeding the ducks.

The last few days have been eventful. I've had so many emotions going on at once, and I'm really confused about a lot of things. But things seem to be looking up. I'm really really excited about Friday night... GEE!

So many emotions.
Among those though, have been sadness, jealousy, blah and the occasional GEE.


Things ARE looking up.

We stole our pictures back from Fro-Yo. Muahahahahahhahaha. I don't know why I just said "Stole back" since they were never really ours. But we took them.

Today I almost tried to steal fortune cookies, but that didn't work out. Those "sampo ladies" sure do keep an eye out. OH! And I made a big book of happiness. I need to name it something besides the big book of happiness, like.. like... My Biscuit. Yes. We shall call it My Biscuit. (I don't know either... ::shrugs::) Anyhoos, My Biscuit is fantastic, and it makes me really really happy. Maybe I'll show it to you guys sometime. Most of you are in it. Though I've yet to put everything.

Duh, I was sitting on my kitchen floor talking on the phone in the dark. I LOVE doing that. And I was really happy doing it, but one of our phones was gay, (probably mine, it ALWAYS goes for the dudes) and now the person's phone is saying their phone is busy. But what about call waiting? I'm so confused and I wanted to talk. OH FINE. BE THAT WAY!

Little did I know....
stupid fights about towels, walking around the house, and who got the last piece of cake was really a huge issue about moral standing.

What a fag.

That is ALL I have to say.

What an effing idiot.

one act

Author: Shexpeare /

I found the One Act I want to direct.

And... if someone does it this year.. it is totally okay...
Because I have a BACK UP ONE TOO! That is just as good.

It feels fantastic. I'm excited.


Sousa is not fatnastic jenesse... he is FAT-NASTY! MUAHAHAH!
For Sousa: Just teasing man.
For everyone but sousa: TOTALLY NOT KIDDING! What a nasty kid!
For Sousa: I'm so teasing.


Author: Shexpeare /

I walked home from church today when it was raining really hard. My feet got soaked, I was freezing and dripping wet...

It was fantastic.

Chocolate Milk

Author: Shexpeare /

I miss Brittany Hoffman terribly. Whenever I hear a certain song, or watch music videos.... or anytime really. You come home now. DO IT!

I also miss Jenessee... though she is mad at me. And she'll most likely read this so... I'm SORRY!!! I LUFF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shmoo, you bih.. OOOWWW MY EYES!

Kris, you owe me five dollars beautiful! Tee hee hee, I told you so.

Sousa.... Hey guys...She'S HOT!